The Beginning of Making Ends Meet

Today, the day that I begin, I am short on time. I have two hours to get packed. I have three bills past due and not enough cash to pay them. I need to kiss three boys goodbye, but boys #2 and #3 are in school and boy #1 is busy trying to alleviate all of my other issues, so he's still wanting too. Another boy, boy #5,  is getting prepared for his two month checkup with a craniofacial specialist that is four hours away...well, he's demanding to be fed and diapered, anyway. I'm hoping to see boy #4 this weekend. Boy #4 needs lots of kisses. I have a load of diapers in the dryer 'cause I don't have time to hang them out on the line (Help me, FlyLady!), and another load needing to be folded before I leave. I really wish I could afford to buy another diaper cover on CottonBabies.com. If I could afford another addiction, it would be diaper covers! There is a stack of old magazines sitting beside me, just waiting for someone to claim them on eBay (Oh! I need to check my eBayness before I leave) and I'm hoping that my latest item listed will bring in enough to pay for one of those bills. All of these problems need an end. I'm tired of worrying about them. I am at the beginning of making ends meet, but how do I get to the end?